7/2/2012

yoohoooo...
im coming AGAIN !!!

im sorry for ignoring u for so long.

lai lai lai i want to update something with u..

u know what.. last night i do something that i never do. haih..
which is going beach alone !!!
yesterday is chap goh meh.. but for me there is no anything called chap goh meh..
cz im alone here.. and allan is nt here.. my family is nt here too !

yesterday night me and allan gt argue bit bit la...
but maybe is i think too much..
i tot he don love me any more ><

i keep on crying keep on calling him but he just dont want to pick up my call.. fuck..

today.. cry again..
i call him.. he say busy.
ok FINE !
then i said i dn care u love me or hate me..
he called me.
he said he loves me. ask me dn think too much,
haha.. wat a stupid gal huh me =.=

u knw wat.. i love him so muchh..
currently.. i just wanna spend the rest of my life with him..

haih..
new job? errr quite bored actually.
haha but i think if i work harder if i continue studying i might get promote !!

hw i wish i become a HR MANAGER ! wahahahaha day dreaming la u =.=

thats all la.. bye bye la ,.. gonna visit u soon k.. muahh,,

22/12/2012

its being ages i din updated my blog !!! omg so much dust here .. suh suh suh.. go away !! im back !!!!

hehe~ lai ~
now im going to update to you my recent life ~!

first i would like to introduce my new boy friend -- allan xpanderulz.. muahaha..
such a cute boy i ever met.. fate or wat? i really never think of i will know this boy.. i will fallen with this boy.. and now Im rely on him dy.. he gave me something that others cant give. its not money.. its not something related to money also.. its a kind of action. thanks for caring me. thanks for loving me. i will not forget the night u dapao mcdonalds for me. if u're driving ,no i'm not really touch sorry. but what u makes me really touch is u go ther by walking alone. im sorry for being selfish. im sorry. i din care abt ur feeling.

thanks again for awaking me. thanks for ur advice. i love u.

im 21 years old!!! im glad having him by my side on my birthday party. im glad having a boyfriend which is same birthday as me. thanks god. u're reli so kind to me .

in this two weeks, im spending my time with him. reli enjoying when together with him !
thanks dear. you're the reason that i smile and happy.

u knw wat.. im having car accident again this month. reli soi. but i reli thanks god cz im fine. nth happen on me physically. muahahaha..

haih.. suan le . dn say bad things here.

thats all... muahhh.. update again soon.

here are some pictures from me and him on my birthday.

失望/~

我今晚真的失望~
我怕的事情终于还是发生了~
本来今晚说好来找我~但是他要找女朋友~~T.T
还说会睡她家~
我知道我不能这样！但是我能够怎样~
我很难受阿~~
想着他们会怎样~
我真的快崩溃了~~~
为什么~
每次都是这样！！

刚才看到阿bi,他理都不理我~
haih~
都是我的ex~为什么我这么凄惨~~

我对你发脾气了~

今天我忍无可忍~
对你发脾气了~
对不起~
最近你爱找不找我~
我很难过~
终于刚才跟你发脾气~
对不起~
我不是故意的~
但后来想想~
自己好傻~
你不是他的谁~他怎么会在乎呢~
刚才大哭一场~为什么呢？为什么又为了你哭呢？
4年前的某几个月~我也曾经这样的为你哭~
我很讨厌等的感觉`
我每次都等你~
但是你每次就以为我很大方不会生气~
我只是不想跟你发脾气罢了~
但是我错了`
因为在乎的人只有我~
就算有天我不找你了`
你也会觉得无所谓~！
因为我在你心中~
根本没有地位~

如果爱下去~

刚才我说，他找我，你叫我考虑。。
我问你如果有天我有男朋友了，你会怎么样~
你说你会丢掉卡~
说的好潇洒~
我知道你不会舍不得~
因为你身边有她~
我知道是我傻~
我又爱上你~
或许我们之间就不应该再重逢了~
再一次的重逢，再一次的受伤~
或许你像ah tay当我只是妹妹~
是我傻！ 是我天真地以为你会喜欢我！
是我天真地以为我可以等到你们有天离开彼此！
是我傻！是我笨！
或许我在你心里根本没什么地位~
也或许是我自己单恋，想太多了~
对不起~刚才无缘无故罚你脾气~
我真的很生气！为什么你还要把我推给他！
我的心很痛啊！T_____________T

重来~

今晚很甜蜜~美森~
我们好久没这样牵手了~
你牵着我的手时，你什么感觉？
我躺在你的肩膀我很舒服~
但回到现实，才发现，你有她了~
你说，如果我们走下去，可能结婚了~
会吗? 你开你的店，我帮你做帐~
哈哈多甜蜜~会不会是我想太多呢~
haih~~
你刚才躺在我背后觉得很舒服很甜蜜~
不知道你是不是这样想~